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The Blood Runs Like a River Through My Dreams by Nasdijj, Nasdijj
Book Summary InformationAuthor: Nasdijj Edition: Hardcover Audio: English (Unknown); English (Original Language); English (Published) Published: 2000-10-04 ISBN: 0618048928 Number of pages: 224 Publisher: Houghton Mifflin
Book Reviews of The Blood Runs Like a River Through My DreamsBook Review: This Story Reminds Us of What a Human Being Is Summary: 5 Stars
This writer, this Navajo, this sometimes white man, was told he couldn't write. Never would. Shouldn't try. Give up. Forget it. But...He writes, and writes, and writes. For revenge. So he says. But it is not for revenge. He writes to give his life and our lives validity in a world where value is placed upon money, success, things, and where you're from. He is a gifted writer. His Navajo half sings, sings the history and tradition of his people. The history is not strung out like some pearl necklace, but compacted layer upon layer, like layers of stone, all that is and ever was of a people. And now he sings to us in "White People Town". He gives us words. He doesn't know what white people want. He doesn't paint a picture, or give us a plot, or theme. He just tells us his story. But the telling belongs to everyone. He sings to all human beings. His words are like rocks torn from the mountain. They're covered with blood and bits of bone like they were torn from flesh. His words are torn from the mountain with bare hands. The hands are raw and scraped. Blood from the mountain and hands, glisten on the rocks torn from the mountain. They are all forms and sizes, sharp-edged and round. But they are all torn from the mountain made up from everything that is a human being. The words are not tossed or scattered, or layed out carefully. But if you turn and look, they show the way to a spiritual refuge, beyond the red orange shimmering haze on the horizon of the desert, beyond the stars. It is not a staircase. It is not a trail. But the words will lead you to a place where you open your eyes. You become awake. Nasdijj takes his fingers and spreads your eyelids wide apart. And now you can see what it is to be a human being, a Navajo, and even a white man. The barriers of culture are not broken down, but crumble to dust under the weight of the rocks. His words do not fit together easily or "just so". They fit together like rocks torn from the mountain of everything that is human. They are not jumbled. It is not seeing the world or life through another's eyes. You are his eyes. He doesn't make you a Navajo. The Navajo are you. I hold the book between my hands. It is not big. It is only paper, and ink, and some glue. But those pages between my hands have tears and sadness in them. The kind of tears that stream down your face and the pain seems unending. There is great beauty and happiness in these pages also. The kind of beauty that makes everything seem motionless and you are not aware of anything but the beauty. The book also has hunger, toughness, love, compassion, fear, loneliness, and songs. The book has no life of it's own. It doesn't hum, pulsate, or resonate. But everything is there, you do not have to search for any meaning. Read it and your eyes will open and you will see everything. It will make you feel whole and hungry for more at the same time. Nasdijj tell us more. Pull some more rocks from the mountain. You are building a temple for us all. This is a beautiful book, a real treasure.
Summary of The Blood Runs Like a River Through My DreamsTHE BLOOD RUNS LIKE A RIVER THROUGH MY DREAMS transports readers to the majestic landscapes and hard Native American lives of the desert Southwest and into the embrace of a way of looking at the world that seems almost like revelation. Born to a storytelling Native mother and a roughneck, song-singing cowboy father, Nasdijj has lived on the jagged-edged margins of American society, yet hardship and isolation have only brought him greater clarity--and a gift for language that is nothing short of breathtaking. Nasdijj tells of his adopted son, Tommy Nothing Fancy, of the young boy's struggle with fetal alcohol syndrome, and of their last fishing trip together. It is a heartbreaking story, written with great power and a diamondlike poetry. But whether Nasdijj is telling us about his son, about the chaotic, alternately harrowing and comical life he led with his own parents, or about the vitality and beauty of Native American culture, his voice is always one of searching honesty, wry humor, and a nearly cosmic compassion. While Nasdijj struggles with his impossible status as someone of two separate cultures, he also remains a contradiction in a larger sense: he cares for those who often shun him, he teaches hope though he often has none for himself, and he comes home to the land he then must leave. THE BLOOD RUNS LIKE A RIVER THROUGH MY DREAMS is the memoir of a man who has survived a hard life with grace, who has taken the past experience of pain and transformed it into a determination to care for the most vulnerable among us, and who has found an almost unspeakable beauty where others would find only sadness. This is a book that will touch your soul. The language and form of this searing book are as powerful as the life experience that inspired them. In a series of essays that cohere into a spiritual autobiography, the author writes prose that's deceptively simple yet rich in metaphor. An wild horse living in the parking lot of a Navajo school becomes a symbol for living creatures' intrinsic wildness, tamed only at a terrible cost. "We are all runaway horses" is one constant refrain, as is the reminder "you are your history." The author's history is painful: born in 1950 the son of an alcoholic Native American woman and a white cowboy father who "would sell my mom to other migrant men for five dollars," Nasdijj grew up a "mongrel" and an outcast, contending with his violent father's demons while his mother beguiled them with Indian stories. Living on a reservation, never fully accepted because of his white skin, he adopted a baby boy with fetal alcohol syndrome who died at age 6. The book's most beautiful passages meditate on Tommy Nothing Fancy's short life and express his father's love. Nasdijj has been homeless, he has taught Indian children on a reservation, he has retraced with a historian friend the dreadful forced march to Bosque Redondo, where the Navajo and their culture were nearly exterminated. These and many other ordeals are related in the agonizingly lucid words of someone who has turned to writing as a lifeline. This remarkable memoir has its share of bitterness and anger, but Nasdijj transcends both in his acceptance of the world that made him and in the knowledge that "the reservation runs like blood through a river of my dreams." --Wendy Smith
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